I was talking to a friend about fear and love and how being afraid will prevent you from loving completely. I just realized how afraid I am. I’m scared she won’t like my hair one day. I’m afraid she’ll stop laughing at my jokes. I’m afraid that she’ll think I’m too much. I’m afraid that I might accidentally hurt her (and I damn sure don’t want to do that). I’m afraid that she’ll stop sending good night texts. I’m afraid that she’ll realize she made a mistake. I’m afraid that I won’t make a year. I’m afraid that I’ll change and she won’t like it. I’m afraid of not feeling the warmth in those hugs. I’m afraid of not feeling any feeling. I’m afraid of her not loving me anymore. So I try to avoid it…
This is directly pulled from my Tumblr (outlandishgambino.tumblr.com)
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